Oh my frigin god. I really want to kill someone. Anyone really, I don't really care if he's chinese or not. Screw everything. Damn it the whole family is losing reason and logic. Now I can't even use the bloody iPod when I'm out with my parents. What the hell. School is fun at least, and today I got a small little cut on my finger. I realised that my blood is really watery and really salty.
I want my father to go to hell dammit. He should suffer and rot in hell, that son of a bitch. I really want to plunge a knife into his frigin heart. I never knew anyone could be so stupid and unreasonable. Just because I did'nt go visit my sister in the hospital I get banned from the PC the iPod and the fucking PS2. How I wish he can die a long and painful death, followed by torture in hell. Tomorrow is Good Friday, but how good will it be, having that bitch in the house? Because of that fucking bastard I don't even want to go home anymore. When can I disown him? I really hope it doesn't come to that. It means he's alive, when he should just get into an accident and never come home tonight. I regret, truly, for not killing my father when I could...the knife was in my hand, his fucking neck just a meter from me. Why didn't I do it? Why did I allow that bitch to live? He should have died, I should have taken out his spine and burnt his body! Fucking hell. Why CAN'T HE DIE?! I really hate him dammit. I hate him. I HATE HIM. Why the hell did my grandmother give birth to such a bitch? Why did my mother marry such a bitch? I would rather have not been born than to have such a fucker as a father. I really want him to die dammit. I want to scream...I want him to suffer. Death is not meant for fuckers like him. Agony is. Death is a release from life, I don't know why people think death as a bad thing. The only downside of death is the pain that usually acompanies it. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Fucker. Fucker. Fucker. Fucker. Screw everything. I want everything to burn, drown. The only birthday gift I want is my father's agonized screams, his pain must be unimaginable, he must feel the pain of all 9 circles of hell. He must suffer. In fact the whole world should die. Why can't a meteor just land on earth and wipe out all humans? Why? Fuck this.
Below are the 9 Satanic Statements, and my own intepretation of them.
If you're a REALLY REALLY devout christian, move your cursor to the top right corner of your screen, highlight the red cross. Yes that thingy there, and click.
====== Level 1 ======
====== Level 2 ======
====== Level 3 ======
====== Level 4 ======
====== Level 5 ======
====== Level 6 ======
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
Indulge in everything you can, since life is a torture, we should be trying to make it better. Everyone who abstains for fear of retribution or someother should just die and go to hell. Then they will realise that there is NO heaven. I repeat bitches, THERE IS NO FUCKING HEAVEN. ITS ALL HELL. DEATH ONLY MAKES IT BETTER. THE PAIN STAYS FOREVER.
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
It's practically the same as the above, existence should be taken advantage of, anyone who considers anyone holy is stupid. There is no fucking holy. All gods are gods because they
1- Are fake
2- Are created by man
3- Represent what being non-human is about
4- They are divine, but then again, man created them. So man created holy and suffer because of it. Smart.
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
I don't know what the wisdom refers to, but I know that the self-deceit refers to anyone who thinks that god will save them, that life is meaningful. Bullshit. Life sucks. Get that thing into your mind bitches. You live because you are not fated to die yet, so you must suffer before you can die.
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!
So true. I don't deserve kindness. Concern especially. I don't want that. Use on someone else dammit. You are wasting love on me, and when you realise it you blame me. Blame yourself for being stupid.
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
I've been waiting for this. This means my father. Yes. Exclusive for my father. He has made me suffer. I will make him suffer ten-fold. 'An eye for an eye'. I'm sure we've all heard it, its just that people like Ghandi or some other considered a 'saint' say it should'nt be done. But then again, an eye for an eye just doesnt cut it. If he takes your eye, take his family. Ruin his life.
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
I've no idea what this means.
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
Cool. Really cool. Divinity, spirituality, intellect. Hmm. Let me rephrase. 'Stupidity, brainwashing, destruction.' Yeah. Intellect is destruction. It's led to the destruction of earth. If humans care to 'atone' for their sins, they'll use the last of their brains, build a nuclear bomb, and blast all human ass on the planet to pluto.
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
I guess this is true. The 'Seven Deadly Sins' are such
Greed- You are greedy means you keep what you like and you take what you want (Mental, emotional, and physical gratification)
Envy- You envy people, you fantasize of those things being yours (Mental and emotional gratification)
Gluttony- You eat alot (Physical and mental gratification)
Wrath- You get to destroy your enemies (Emotional and mental gratification)
Sloth- You do nothing (Physical and emotional gratification)
Lust- You fuck anything you want. (Physical and emotional gratification)
Pride- You are proud of yourself. Of what you do (Mental and emotional gratification)
Wait...do the sins even make sense? Did god ask you to make these stupid sins (Which is just a fancy name for human nature by the way)?
God himself...or should I say the representation of god himself has commited at least one of these sins (From the divine comedy)
Pride- Being in Limbo is considered a punishment, as it is paradise without God's embrace. How big is his head, seriously.
Lust- He fucked Mary. Full-stop.
Wrath- He condemns people. He makes them suffer in hell. Need I say more
Aren't humans amusing?
9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!
Oh lol. This just means that without evil there can be no good. Which makes sense. Really, people, if you kill Satan you are actually killing your beloved, thin, non-red santa.
So...its nearly 11pm and I've yet another 24 hours with the bitch of a father. Man my life is screwed.
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Oh my frigin god. I really want to kill someone. Anyone really, I don't really care if he's chinese or not. Screw everything. Damn it the whole family is losing reason and logic. Now I can't even use the bloody iPod when I'm out with my parents. What the hell. School is fun at least, and today I got a small little cut on my finger. I realised that my blood is really watery and really salty.
I want my father to go to hell dammit. He should suffer and rot in hell, that son of a bitch. I really want to plunge a knife into his frigin heart. I never knew anyone could be so stupid and unreasonable. Just because I did'nt go visit my sister in the hospital I get banned from the PC the iPod and the fucking PS2. How I wish he can die a long and painful death, followed by torture in hell. Tomorrow is Good Friday, but how good will it be, having that bitch in the house? Because of that fucking bastard I don't even want to go home anymore. When can I disown him? I really hope it doesn't come to that. It means he's alive, when he should just get into an accident and never come home tonight. I regret, truly, for not killing my father when I could...the knife was in my hand, his fucking neck just a meter from me. Why didn't I do it? Why did I allow that bitch to live? He should have died, I should have taken out his spine and burnt his body! Fucking hell. Why CAN'T HE DIE?! I really hate him dammit. I hate him. I HATE HIM. Why the hell did my grandmother give birth to such a bitch? Why did my mother marry such a bitch? I would rather have not been born than to have such a fucker as a father. I really want him to die dammit. I want to scream...I want him to suffer. Death is not meant for fuckers like him. Agony is. Death is a release from life, I don't know why people think death as a bad thing. The only downside of death is the pain that usually acompanies it. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Fucker. Fucker. Fucker. Fucker. Screw everything. I want everything to burn, drown. The only birthday gift I want is my father's agonized screams, his pain must be unimaginable, he must feel the pain of all 9 circles of hell. He must suffer. In fact the whole world should die. Why can't a meteor just land on earth and wipe out all humans? Why? Fuck this.
Below are the 9 Satanic Statements, and my own intepretation of them.
If you're a REALLY REALLY devout christian, move your cursor to the top right corner of your screen, highlight the red cross. Yes that thingy there, and click.
====== Level 1 ======
====== Level 2 ======
====== Level 3 ======
====== Level 4 ======
====== Level 5 ======
====== Level 6 ======
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
Indulge in everything you can, since life is a torture, we should be trying to make it better. Everyone who abstains for fear of retribution or someother should just die and go to hell. Then they will realise that there is NO heaven. I repeat bitches, THERE IS NO FUCKING HEAVEN. ITS ALL HELL. DEATH ONLY MAKES IT BETTER. THE PAIN STAYS FOREVER.
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
It's practically the same as the above, existence should be taken advantage of, anyone who considers anyone holy is stupid. There is no fucking holy. All gods are gods because they
1- Are fake
2- Are created by man
3- Represent what being non-human is about
4- They are divine, but then again, man created them. So man created holy and suffer because of it. Smart.
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
I don't know what the wisdom refers to, but I know that the self-deceit refers to anyone who thinks that god will save them, that life is meaningful. Bullshit. Life sucks. Get that thing into your mind bitches. You live because you are not fated to die yet, so you must suffer before you can die.
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!
So true. I don't deserve kindness. Concern especially. I don't want that. Use on someone else dammit. You are wasting love on me, and when you realise it you blame me. Blame yourself for being stupid.
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
I've been waiting for this. This means my father. Yes. Exclusive for my father. He has made me suffer. I will make him suffer ten-fold. 'An eye for an eye'. I'm sure we've all heard it, its just that people like Ghandi or some other considered a 'saint' say it should'nt be done. But then again, an eye for an eye just doesnt cut it. If he takes your eye, take his family. Ruin his life.
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
I've no idea what this means.
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
Cool. Really cool. Divinity, spirituality, intellect. Hmm. Let me rephrase. 'Stupidity, brainwashing, destruction.' Yeah. Intellect is destruction. It's led to the destruction of earth. If humans care to 'atone' for their sins, they'll use the last of their brains, build a nuclear bomb, and blast all human ass on the planet to pluto.
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
I guess this is true. The 'Seven Deadly Sins' are such
Greed- You are greedy means you keep what you like and you take what you want (Mental, emotional, and physical gratification)
Envy- You envy people, you fantasize of those things being yours (Mental and emotional gratification)
Gluttony- You eat alot (Physical and mental gratification)
Wrath- You get to destroy your enemies (Emotional and mental gratification)
Sloth- You do nothing (Physical and emotional gratification)
Lust- You fuck anything you want. (Physical and emotional gratification)
Pride- You are proud of yourself. Of what you do (Mental and emotional gratification)
Wait...do the sins even make sense? Did god ask you to make these stupid sins (Which is just a fancy name for human nature by the way)?
God himself...or should I say the representation of god himself has commited at least one of these sins (From the divine comedy)
Pride- Being in Limbo is considered a punishment, as it is paradise without God's embrace. How big is his head, seriously.
Lust- He fucked Mary. Full-stop.
Wrath- He condemns people. He makes them suffer in hell. Need I say more
Aren't humans amusing?
9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!
Oh lol. This just means that without evil there can be no good. Which makes sense. Really, people, if you kill Satan you are actually killing your beloved, thin, non-red santa.
So...its nearly 11pm and I've yet another 24 hours with the bitch of a father. Man my life is screwed.
4/09/2009 09:24:00 PM
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14 years old (Old, yeah)
"Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my poker face"
"I just wanna use your love tonight, tonight, tonight. tonight, tonight I don't wanna lose your love tonight"
"So you say it's not OK to be gay, well I think you're just evil. You're some racist who can't tie my laces, your point of view is medieval. Fuck you, fuck you very, very much"
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